Time cant erase a feeling this strong.

since i dint get a chance to post yesterday.
on wednesday night. like i said on my previous post.
i went out with my HAWT AFFAIR.
it was fun cause like its been a long time since i went out with her.
she brought me to eat at swesens.but i dont know where is it.
cause like yeah i just followed her like a small kid.
it was like a candlelight dinner.so sweet right.
only two of us.okay.yeah.after that she and me went around
vivo to like shop.but most of the time she did the shopping.
but she bought me this checkered t-shirt.i love it alot.
its was a sweet night.i really hope we can do it again.
aint that right hawttie?
i was like hyper as always.but then yesterday i was
very pissed at my brother.he played the laptop using the net.
from the time he came home till we went out.i was okay with it.
as we made a deal.giving me the time to use the internet connection.
but when we reached home after the meal.he just on the laptop
and start playing.i was like is it my turn.then he said first come first serve.
i was like damn pissed.he dint follow the deal.but my parents was like biased.
and let him use till like i dont know when.but yeah cant rebell.
i ended up watching tv.was damn bored.
today.erm nothing much happen.but i was like hating the sex talk.
especially the homosexuality talk.i mean like the speaker said something
like all the gays cant stick to one partner.like they are trying to say
they are the unfaithful kind.they cant make judgement since they are not one.
then after school we have the sarawak briefing.
got the list of stuff to bring.and the itiniary.after that.bump onto hazwani.
she asked me to help her to take the photos of her squad.
then she and me spend time at the canteen talking and crapping.
laughing like hell at the middle of the canteen.
after that went home with her.accompany her home till boon lay.
then i went home alone.i just finish watching my chinese show.
yesterday i missed it.and like i was like going crazy about missing it.
but now im missing someone really badly.
the whole day not smsing her.i feel like some part of me missing like that.
im missing her like hell. tomorrow i have got training at CCAB.must reach there
at 7.30.its been like months since i train.man.i think my stamina like drop.
and its time for me to burn those fats of mine.

trying to drag me down and feel me with self doubt