Time cant erase a feeling this strong.

yesterday i was bullshit.
i was useless.i cant even help my team
make it to the next round.
how useless can i be.
in stc match. there was this one time
i was slided to the side of the pitch.
i swear i wanted to give up.
i really wanted to.
its really not the same without her.
but i dint give up.
my arm hurts to the core.
i cried a lot yesterday.
but nic and farah cheer me up somehow.
thanks guys. really need you at that time.
i swear farah was bloody hot and cute.
hahah seeing her later.
supporting her somehow.
evernthough im not supposed to.
i guess i could never be as strong as before.
ever since you left me.
update more later.

trying to drag me down and filled me self doubt.