hello.
today was like totally a bad day.
as i predicted we lost.5-0.but we did play our best.
my left leg injury really cant be help.
was like pushing myself to the limit.
my left leg was hooked twice.
damn pain.when i fall.i dint wanna stand up.
but i thought in the spilt second.
what will happen to my team.
i will not disappoint them.i MUST! not give up.
give them the spirit to strive.
i struggle to stand up.first time i tried.
but my left leg dint wanna move.i hit it.
i told myself come on you can do it.
composure.so second time i tried i did stand up.
ended the game i wanted to just faint.but i dint.
watch the game between NORTHLAND! and THRESIANS!
i was quite neutral towards the game.
cause like i dint know who to support.
cause THRESIANS!!! and NORTHLAND!!!
did cheer for us for our game.
we ended up cheering for both.
but towards the second half.
i started to like hahah distract monkey.
by saying 'GO NIC!GO NIC!'
again and again.until she was paiseh.
that she laughed ahahha.
but it was fun.after that.left delta with
didie and jy.to lot 1.waited for nic.then talked for awhile.
then i and jy left both of them ALONE!
you guys better thank me for that.
when back the yishun way.
reach home at 8.50pm.
i dint get scolding cause yeah i DINT!
weird that my mom didnt bukak silat.
hahah.yeah.okay.im supposed to be emo now.
but trying to control.tomorrow training.
skipping no mood to like yeah go and train.
not going anywhere staying at home.
another thing.my bad habits is coming back.
I FEEL THAT IM GOING TO START CUTTING CURVES AGAIN!
i call cutting myself = CUTTING CURVES!
thinking to buy penknife tomorrow.
but yeah trying to control okay.mesti sabar.
update tomorrow.okay.
no photos today.
take care.
goodbye.






trying to drag me down and filled me with self doubt.