hello.
sorry for not updating for about three days.
couldnt find the time.stucked with chatting.
the past three days was unbelievable.
cause i never thought.it would happen this fast.
like its unplan.everything was.anyone agrees with me?
say I.hahha.
the past three days was unexplainable.
so dont ask if you dont know.
cause i wont say a thing.
lately i cant sleep properly.
its been two days.i kept on waking up.
tried to go back to sleep but i cant.
so i ended up watching tv
it was like 2 am.till 8 am.
then in a few hours training.
dont know how i survive.
maybe my hyperness and overly enthu during HOCKEY!
eventhough there is up and downs.
okay stop about the past days
must talk about today too.
and hope i can sleep today.okay
i got a mixed feeling today.
cause like during training.dint play my best.AGAIN!
couldnt pass the ball properly.
cant defend properly.
can say today.i dint play the way i used to.
im quite disappointed with myself.
then dont know why i started to throw tantrums.
in the pitch.normally i dont.yeah.
then i was not doing what coach told us to.
i was doing hitting with nadia.
till one ball fly to her head direction.
almost hit her head.but it was a close call.
cause it dint hit her.but i felt guilty.SORRY! NADIA!
i think jy you know why dont you.
if you dont,ask okay.
after bathing.i went to pick up somebody.
i swear she was hot.hahha.
but she is too quiet.hahha.cant stand it.
ask her something.she will only reply one two words.
hahah.ALIFFAH SPEAK MORE KAY!hahha.
syaf.dont you love your SURPRISE!hahah.
must apperciate it okay.it wasnt easy to convince her.
okay.while watching the game.
the northland guys was like erm irritating up there.
while the girls were playing.
they said nasty remarks.but only me and aliffah could
understand.sometimes listening to them.
make me and aliffah laugh.hhaha.
but i was pissed once twice cause of their remarks.
but dint take it too hard.
then they were cheering but the funny thing was
they were calling the girls their guys name.
like syaf=FITRI.hahaha.unbelievable.aliffah was looking at me.
i was looking at her.then we both laughed.
then jackass=silas.
then nammy=ahmad
the rest i wasnt paying attention.so i dint know the rest.
silas was funny.hahah.i was video camming the game.
then he walk past.then he was like taking me is it.
then i was like what the hell silas.
then he was like you remembered.
then i was like yeah.how i could i forget.hahha.
whoa so many thens.and yeah he couldnt believe i remembered his name.
short convo.after 1 year and a few months.i couldnt remember how long it was.
after he knocked on my room door.
with efa and rhys inside.pleading for CHEWING GUMS!
hahhaa.good times ehs.
okay forget about that.
love you okay not.cause like there was this one time.
you turn into SUPERMAN or should i say WONDER WOMAN.
like you FLY like that hahah.
it hurts right.i bet i know.cause i always got it in the game.
but yeah you did a really good job just now.
proud of you.okay not her alone.in fact NORTHLANDERS you rock.
hhaha.esp STRAWBERRY.THE DIVE.hhahaha.
you did it again just like last year.
on the same person somemore.what have you got to say for yourself.
how does it feels.share with me okay.
and BIMBO!you were marking SAB! all the way man.
i know your heartbeat must have been supersonic fast.right.
hahhaha.marking her tightly.like dont wanna let her go.
next time tell her how you feels.hahah kidding.
okay DONT BLUSH!hhahaha.
okay everything was fine at first but my dad had to spoil
the plan.so i ended up being pick up by my dad.
when home straight.being the good daughter.never go against my dad.
follow him home like a lost puppy.
but i was having moodswing but i dint throw tantrums
cause it might hurt my dad's feelings.
i know his style.must be disciplined and everything.
i get it.its for my own good.but why must it be today.
well not fated i guess.just have to be patient.
till the day we meet again.then we go out okay.
but competition is coming.confirm busy.
so ill see how.tomorrow.having a game against ST NICKS!.
jy i know you cant wait to see her.hhhah.kidding.
i know she no longer on the list hahah.
we have to beat them.if we do.we still have the chance
for semis in the competition.but the bad thing is that
they are not in the same group as us.
they are in the same group with NORTHLAND.
okay hope things go well tomorrrow.no more mistakes.
cant afford them tomorrow.must show them
what CRESCENT HOCKEY made up off.
dont you agree MATES!hahaha.okay.
now im stucked in front of the screen.waiting for her to be online.
but i understand.she still got prize presentation.
so that means i have to wait longer.
but used to waiting hahha.
okay one hour ler.
its been 3 hours ler.
okay now da bomb you know what.of course you dont.
okay now ill tell you.
thanks to my dad and bro.
wanting to convince my mom im straight.
cause she suspecting.
then like my dad said that im dating a northland mat.
thats why i kept staying back to watch the games.
where as its the other way round.
then my strict mom.just have to add a new rule to her
GOOD DAUGHTER RULE BOOK!which actually exists.
sometimes she will just add rules according to her likings.
okay the updated one.is everytime i step my feet into the house.
my hp is being kidnapped by her.cause she want me to avoid from smsing.
okay so people.at night.call my house.dont have the number ask okay.
so.update later.cause she online.hahah.
take care
byes.





ill please you,not mislead you.
if you would be my only one.