hello.
like i said ill continue from just now.
okay.erm yeah.nothing much happen after that.
just like we have assembly as usual.
the talk was about bullying.i hate the topic.
but its okay.must forget the past.
during assembly i was taking my risks
so that i could just feel that she is close to me.
im devoted to her remember.thats what she said.
im glad that she can sense it.
after that.jy ditched me after school.
buddy how could you this to me.im hurt.
hahhaa.kiddding.i think i can survive without you one day.
she left me with her church friends for an outing i guess.
then im left alone.waited for my dad at around 3.
then i told him i was craving for bubur pulut hitam.
he went around the neighbourhood to look for it just for me.
so sweet.and thats my dad.love him.its hard to find a dad like him.
in the car.i ask him whether i can go to monkey's house.
for the invitation from her.she invited the horny bitch hockey clique to
her house.so im like asking my dad whether i can go.
then he replied.i think can.but ill confirm whether
you have appointment with your doc.so yeah.
then i was like okay.but i really wanna go.neh mind.tomorrow morning.
i can ask again.its better to ask my dad.if he say yes my mom dont have a say.
okay.things are killing me.its been two freaking day not meeting her.
its painful okay.its like i have an arrow/dart when through my heart.
im like suffering here.im totally OBSESSED with HER.
somebody help me can.she cant layan me in class.cause her prepaid is low.
that means.i can only talk to her on msn.ONLY on MSN! thats hard okay.
ill have to wait for her to be online.and sometimes she must wait for me.
tomorrow i wont reach home that early cause i got TRAINING!
but she is free.when she is free im not free.tell me when we can meet.
then tomorrow.i need to get to the hospital again.to meet my doc.
dont know what he wants from me.
thursday we both not free.
she got FLOORBALL MATCH!.i got HOCKEY TRAINING!
when can we meet seyy.the only day i can think of is SUNDAY.
the day at monkey's house.but im not sure whether i can go.
even if i can go.she might not be able to go you see.
we got a lot obstacle coming to our way.but that is not going to stop us.
cause its just there to test our LOVE!.
thats all for today folks.
take care bye.
i miss her.
i love her.






oh please dont go i need you.i please you not mislead you.if you would be my only one.