hello.
guess what i just reached home.after training.
today was more tiring then i thought it would be.
first we were told to do ball control.again like yesterday.
but it was for about half and hour or so.under the hot sun.
after that we stopped.we were told to run 2 rounds.sprinting kind.
was tiring.i was out of breath by then.but we took a short break.
did agility runs.then sprinting again.then shuttle run.
then we did some more running practice with ball and stick.
today most of the things is running.
in the end we played a game with our seniors.
it was a draw.no one win.but we certainly have make great improvement.
but we need to train harder.cause we have high hopes for this tournament.

during game.i dint play properly.like i wasnt the normal me.
i dint run back to help in defend.when up at the other half.
i dint defend properly.when im in my half.i dint even go up to help in attack.
most of the time i got the ball.ill just wack hard.like im releasing anger.
while playing suddenly there is this BIG BUS which came in.
i was like nadia nadia big bus big bus.nadia was like not her and not them.
so forget it.after i was like not in the mood already.was dead tired.
before the game he make us sprint one round with our stick.then continue.
doing 3 vs 2.then we had game.it was a hell day of training.
then today in class.pooney baby told us we going to have oral next friday.
i was like NEXT FRIDAY.in my heart i was like why must it be on a friday.
when i think about it i think i can still make to her match.since its at 4.30.
cause like im no. 28.but the class going to be divided into two.so ill be no.8 then.
should finish around 2.30.then me and jy will CHIONG to NTU
to watch the match.hope can make it on time.we will take around 50 mins
to reach there.i think i we can make it to the 2nd half of st nics game.
so no big deal.nothing much to talk about today.just that ever since my doc talk to my dad.
he has been fetching me back home.i dont know what the doc told him.
but this is worrying me.but so far i dont know any updates about it.

its hard to concentrate in anything i do.cause like its been four days not seeing her.
the confirm day we seeing each other is on SUNDAY! if she going ahr.cant wait for sunday.
my dad allow me to go.I LOVE HIM.he does understand me.then he was asking me.
about how things going with me and her? i was like telling me my problems then he was like
okay then go on SUNDAY.meet her.give her surprise or something.
i know you are good at that.my dad is da bomb and da love man.
talking to my dad about everything.private talk.is the best ever.he knows everything.
i cant hide anything from him.if im like quiet in the car.he knows im emo-ing.
singing emo song.skipped all the hip hop songs.so not me.he was talking to me.
telling me to chill.he even bought me my favourite ice cream to calm me down.hahah.
so cute.okay.hhahah.love my dad.
this is about all today.oh another thing.
bimbo why you never reply my smses.tell me how did it go.im worried.no news from you.
what happen to you and everything?
better sms me kayy.
take care byes.








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