hello.
i dint go training.my mom trying waking me up.
she got scared when i dint wake after 10 minutes.cause like
i will always wake up with just a touch.but today i dint.
so she got scared that i might be gone.but its too early for me to be gone mom.
eventhough i will never know when its gonna be.
she pour water on me.then i wake up.that i heard the sound of relief from her.
she hugged me.after a long time.she never been that nice to me.

then she told me to get ready to training.but the bad thing was i cant feel
the right part of my body.i cannot move my right leg.and i cant feel the right
part of my body from the hip to the toes.but then my mom say try to move slowly.
she tried to cheer me on.its so the first time being nice.after a couple of minutes.
my right leg started to move a little bit.but i was sweating like shit already.
my mom told me to just sit at home and rest.so i went back to sleep.
i have been having sweet chocolate dreams.thats why its hard for me to wake up i guess.
wanna know what is it about.TOO BAD.cause its a SECRET!boohoohoo!.hahha.
its for me to know and you to find out.alot of people used to use it on me before.

okay.so in the afternoon i went out with my parents for lunch.
we have our lunch quite late.thats why.im feeling giddy.
after eating.when to visit the fish farm.to buy fishes for the tank.
reach home.first thing i do was to on my tablet.
and went to my love's blog.hahah.just got to know that she have a blog.
but she havent complete it yet.but at least.i can entertain myself.
staring at her blog.hahha.her first post is so sweet.
talking about yesterday.at macs.and sending her home.
but then i got caught under the rain.but its okay.
ANYTHING for you baby.

so meeting her tomorrow.as was plan but the bad thing is.
my mom forcing my dad to send me to monkey's house.
actually my mom was against me going to monkey's house.
cause i got a doctor appointment.but im getting sick seeing my doc.
he just blabber about medicines.naik jelak gue.(just getting sick of it)
but my dad allows me to skip it.so that i can have fun with HBHC!
hahah.i cant wait to see them and HER!
confirm we are going to play true and dare game.
everyone agrees with it.so no one can back out.okay.
so now im seating at my seat staring at the screen.
bored.waiting for my love to be online.but now she is busy
shopping at geylang with her family.totally having fun.
and she is wearing the shirt i bought for her for her birthday.
luckily it fits.it was my dad who accompany me choosing and buying it.
when my mom was shocked that i actually starting to pick on girl clothes.
but she doesnt know.that i wasnt buying for myself.when my dad saw me picking.
he was like asking me whether i need help.then i was like yeah.
that goes me and my dad looking for a shirt for her.settle on that one and buy it.

im still thinking about the way i slide my hands beside hers.
and i grabbed my love's hands and hold it tight.
her hands was cold.very cold.luckily mine was warm.
i love it alot i tell you.i cant stop thinking about it.
after that was the kiss.cant stop craving for it.
i was melting i repeat MELTING.
i want this feeling to continue.never end.
i want her to be by my side always.
but thats like impossible.
cause like erm my love has a life you know.
must let her have some space to breathe.


here are some pictures of me and her at macs.


wanted to wear to try wearing specs.
look like some geek.hahah.

decided to remove the specs.


pictures were taken by our professional camera man or should i say erm woman.
FARAIN.thanks farain.
dont you agree that my love will look cute and sweet and gorgeous in anything she
is wearing.those who agree please say I!.ahhaha.
okay ill stop here then.ill just wait for her to be online.
its been 2 hours and a half i guess.
but im fine with it.







Never ever end of all this love.





Cause there is no escaping your love.

missing you in every heart beat.