hello.
okay.today was my feelings were all over the place.
in the mrt to school.i was still in the emo mood.
tears rolled down my cheeks.reached school.
had to try to get hold of myself.
mass run in the morning.lead run.
i was still anger inside me.so i sprinted the whole way.
like i was told too.and i did make it.
after that.i was pretending to be high.
during assembly.thanks honey.you did cheer me up.
ANNIE YOU ROCK!.
okay.suddenly i got to know that there isnt any theory for us.
i was like yayy.can meet love.so just sms her.using valencia's hp.
then we meet.was supposed to wait for them at her house playground.
but me and aliffah decided to spy on them.
so.we walked to the field side.cause like yeah.i know where is their court is.
but after a while.walk back to the playground.
waited for 20 mins but it felt like hours.
i was bored.the kids who were initially playing.wasnt there.
so i took over.and sit at the steps.like emo kid.
when i turn my head.poof.i saw her.how cool was that.
like i can feel her steps coming my way.
every step she takes make her closer to me.
so ate ice kacang with her.at first i was eating alone.
i was trying to feed her.then she kept on saying later later.
i almost give up seyy.but neh mind.in the end.i feed her.
and she feed me.for the first time seyy.
i love it alot baby.hahah.
so.ended up im sending her home.as usual.
she was expecting just a cheek kiss.but i gave her a lip kiss.
haha.so on the way home.i was thinking about what somebody said.
i was pissed lah.she said i have bad taste.well thats what you think.
to me.everyone is beautiful in its own way.its only the way you see them which matters.
shes everything i want it to be.if im happy.cant you people be just happy for me.
and since when love has anything to do with looks.
if you love the person for the looks thats means your love isnt sincere.
cause you dont love the person inside.but the outside.
i should not elaborate further cause i got alot of things to worry about.
now my mom thinks my dad is having a girlfriend.
just now i had to back my dad up.to convince my mom its just an misunderstanding.
like the letter that we receive.from this stupid poison ivy.
the love letter was to my dad.and all the mushy stuff.
i think the stupid poison ivy.got the wrong target lah.
whoever you are.please you making my family into more problems.
and this might lead to a lot of things you know.
im already not talking to my dad like we used to.
cause of the terms i have with my sis yesterday.okay.not sis.
please dont make things worst for me.
i dont want any more problems.please im begging you.





tears cant be stop.








you are everything i want it to be