hello.
sorry for not blogging for a couple of days.
i couldnt find the time.been busy with hockey.
cause we are in season.
i was pissed about yesterday.
we came down to ccab with butterflies in the stomach.
for NOTHING.cause why ended up the game is postpone.
but actually it is a good thing that the game is postpone.
cause im afraid that i might screw up cause like
im got my period at the wrong time.
i will never play well with it.
next thing was the weather was like scorching hot.
like burning my skin.
but the ccab office people should have contact the school.
saying the sprinkler is spoilt and cannot be repair on time.
so that the teams would not be there wasting our time.
since coach dont want to waste our efforts going to ccab.
so he told us to have a little bit of training on a dry pitch.
it was scorching hot.i almost got dehydrated by the heat.
but it was only a while.after that i packed my bags to leave for shower.
when i was taking my shower.
i was in the cubicle.some people outside had to have naughty intentions.
and as usual monkey is the master planner.
once a monkey always a monkey.
monkey,strawberry shortcake and love were outside.
they were wanting to know which cubicle i was in.
and i was in the last cubicle.i just love the last cubicle.
and i have no reason for that.i hang my new clothes and towel
over the door.monkey had to take my new clothes and towel.
just like what natasha and nadiah did to me and nadia at delta.
i was already half way finishing my bath.
i was like pleading her to give me back my clothes and towel.
or i wont get out off the cubicle.at first monkey gave me my towel
and pants back but not my shirt.she gave me her shirt instead of mine.
i dint wanna wear it at first cause like my shirt is my class shirt.
i love it alot.but i dint have a choice so i just wore her shirt.
when i went out of the cubicle.i saw her in my shirt.
okay and that shows ill never get my shirt back.
after packing my things again.we left ccab.going to the bus stop.
taking 171 to yishun.to send love back home.nadia took the other direction.
the opposite bus stop.on the way there.strawberry was being so blurred.
hahah.the usual her.i told her the next song after dambaan cinta will be
wait for you by elliot yamin.but she was like where got when the song itself.
was playing.hahah.damn cute lah she.then we all we singing the song.
while walking.there was this part the song.
"Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door"
i was like since when there was a door.then love answered i dint even go.
ahhaha.strawberry was like making her paiseyy.hahha.
strawberry was like she dint even ask you.hahah.
then i talk to monkey cause she seem too worried about twin.
twin was crying in the bus.cause she was abuse i should say.
cause like her mother and brother smack her with a belt yesterday.
without any particular reason.thats what i call abuse.
hang in there twin.i know you are strong right.
i tell you what.think of monkey and all the pain will just go away.
just think that we are all always there for you.when you need us okay.
so i tried to cheer monkey up.she was saying i wanna die ler.i was saying
im gonna die soon.then she smack me with her shoebag.it hurts okay.
but neh mind.then i just change the topic.i ask her you took my jacket,
now my shirt whats next.she said i want your soul.i was like woah.
aint you asking to much honey.then she was like i want your soul
with nam doesnt mind.haha.immediate reaction from her was i mind okay.
hahhaha.glad you said that.i was walking with strawberry.nadia was in front.
the two monkey and monyet were talking.but i was eavesdropping.
i knew something was wrong if not monkey wont hide her left arms from me.
i already suspects that she still do cutting curves.
stubborn monkey.never wanna listen.what i can i do to make you stop.
you tell me.stop it lah.its not good for you.you bet i know.
i stopped you should to okay monkey.then love,strawberry and i
had to leave monkey at the bus stop cause our bus came.
her dad is picking her up so she will be waiting for her dad there.
so we board the bus.and the bus was crowded.we got no seats.
and we have a long ride to yishun from there.
but after a few bus stops we got seats.strawberry wanted to be emo.
and seat at the last row of seats near the window alone.
i was sitting with love like of course.
on monday when we talked on the phone we werent talking that much.
cause love wants to save it for yesterday.
but when we were in the long bus ride holding hands.
she had forgothen all the topic that she wanna talk to me about.
and i think i know why.cause like see me only.she forgot everything else.
so we were trying to recap on the plan topics.
but its hard when both of us have the same sickness.
which short term memory lost.hhaha.and we cant help it.
and surprisingly her hand was warm.and my hand was cold.
it was the other way around yesterday.
usually i was the one with the warm hands.
so we kind of switch yesterday.in the lift we thought it going to usual.
only two of us in the lift.suddenly came this guy carrying the gas cylinder.
then i was smiling towards love.i was talking to her about my sympathy
to him.cause he was carrying the cylinder at his shoulder.
then like the thing is very heavy.then we got stucked at the staircase.
cause like we have the feeling that people are coming.and luckily we waited.
cause there were a few people walking past here and there.
after the place was clear.no people walking.
and we KISSED.like after so long.i counted the days.
it was almost a week we dint meet.thursday was supposed to be
our movie date.but she couldnt make it.
saturday should be our sentosa outing but i cant make it.
those days was like as if destiny doesnt want us to be meeting.
but yesterday was da bomb eventhough it was only for a while.
its better than nothing right.
and yesterday both of us was waiting for midnight.
and that shows we both dint forget the special day.
cause we both were waiting for today to come.
HAPPY FIRST MONTH!!! LOVE.
may our love will not fade.and it get stronger with each passing day.
thanks for giving me the love that i want and need till i cant never get enough.
i wanted to get you your gifts but as you know season is here.
im sure you are facing the same thing right.
ill get it as soon as i can okay love.
and i wanna wish CUTE TWIN COUPLE.
HAPPY FIRST MONTH TOO!
ill pray for you guys to last.have a great first month okay.
maybe we should make a double date to celebrate okay.
and also i wanna wish annie.
HAPPY FIRST MONTH TOO!
may you last long okay honey.
ill continue later.im in class now.
not concentrating though.
take care








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