hello you.
okay had training.
just came back from CCAB.
cause of the two days of relaxation.
coach make us run 10 rounds around the field.
at first i thought cannot make it one.
cause stamina dropped.
but we finished it without a problem.
we wrote a card for GILDA.
a FAREWELL CARD.
cause shes leaving SINGAPORE for further studies
for three years.
when she comes back.im leaving for AUSTRAILIA.
okay.yeah.i got a date with my doctor.
not really date.but erm appointment.
talking about some stuff.
erm please
he cant take away the thing that I LOVE THE MOST.
i never stop thinking about it.
every second my head thinking about it.
my love for it never fades eventhough how many
times it hurts me.
all the sacrifices i make all because of it.
im nothing with it.
for 6 years im faithful to it.so FAITHFUL.
and now my doctor say im going to lose it.
i cant accept that fact.
but there is another option.
go for another operation.
but i had enough.all the operation aint working.
so whats the point.
but he say undergo it or lose YOUR LOVE.
i was like no.can i dont choose.
im so confused.
I DONT WANT TO LOSE HOCKEY.
BUT I TOO DONT WANT TO GO OPERATION.
i hate making choices.
cause i know that i always make wrong choices.
and regret when i finally realised it was nothing but a MISTAKE.
im ending here.
take care.byes.




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