I dont know what is happening.
I was getting better.I was going to be better.
I was supposed to fine.Im not supposed to be like the past.
Im getting it all over again.But He isnt here for me.
My doctor isnt here for me.He has been gone.
He is gone since last monday.And will be till next two weeks.

Out on course I think.Or maybe just a relaxing holiday.
But according to him is that he is abroad for a course.
Maybe a course plus holiday.
Now that he isnt here.Who is gonna entertain me.

Yesterday the symptoms are back again.
Medication are still at home.But it doesnt work for me anymore.
I need stronger ones.But I need to wait for him to come back.
I hope I survive till he gets back.

Im not gonna continue taking the other medications.
It doesnt work you know.Whats the point of taking it.
Im not gonna elaborate what happened yesterday.
Too gruesome.And disgusting.

To somebody:Why must appear.Dont you think I had enough.
Give me a break la.Being a guy doesnt make you Superior.
If you have a happy life right now.Then cherish it.
Cause happiness dont last that long.
You might never know that while you spamming my blog
Your girlfriend is ditching you with other guys/girls.
You will never know.Cause You are occupied by doing things
that aint worth while the time.So I suggest you to start
focusing on your partner.Cause Im having a great life.
And your tags dont bother me.
Cause If I am happy nothing else is the matter.

Even if I die,it doesnt matter.