I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
(Emo I know.But Im not!)

Today is mats in the loose in drama.
Well forget that for a while.
I still remember how my MONYET HAYYU embarrassed herself.
She was wanting to sit down on the chair.
All of sudden she drop her butt.And she fell of the chair.
I swear it was funny.Esp her expression.

After that I was looking at the props people painting the back drop.
And sab,nadia and me wanted to make cikgu's day.
It was drizzling at first.And we started to sing.
Songs: Ku menanti,Kasih berubah and Stop!
And everytime we went out of tune.The thunder was heard.
Cikgu couldnt take it.She laughed like there isnt tomorrow.

And I was blardy high.Thanks to NESCAFE LATTE!
Since taridra isnt here today.Except for Hanna,Raihan and Amira.
So I and the others decided to join in.Swear it was all over the place.
And I dancing malay dance shit.Make me go loco.
But it was fun.Hyperventilating till I dropped tired at home.

And Im super damn pissed with my gay brother.
I swear he's sense of humour isnt like mine.
Mine are way better.I dont get what he see in that show.
He watched ganyut yesterday already.
And he watched it today at 6.Now he is watching it again.
I swear I dont like the show.I just have to tolerate it.
He thinks its funny.But actually the telemovie has no humour at all.

Selection is in two days time.Its on this WEDNESDAY.
I look at the list I wanna cry.I dont think I can make it.
The list scares me.No one knows how much I want this thing.
It has been my passion to get into this.Being in nationals.
But It seems like its not happening.