hello you.
now i got amaths period so free period. OMG loves!!!
i havent been online for the fact that my tablet crash.
so now im like using sharifah's tablet.
nothing much to say.
for the fact that life is getting hard.
no time to study for common tests that are coming on thursday.

and now all of a sudden i feel like talking about friday.
as a class was told that our FT is resigning as a teacher.
she's leaving us next week 29 feb.for that moment everyone teared.
i almost did.but i control myself.everyone is leaving.who isnt leaving.
this leap year is a leaving year.sadness at the start of the year.
i guess i have to just accept it. cause there is nothing i can do to stop it.

and today is the 18th. a lot of memories are being plotted into this date.
every month of it marks a different meaning which are too sweet to forget.
but i guess this month 18th. there is nothing special.
nothing absolutely nothing special. just normal.
no highness like always. just being normal.
nothing significance.ever since the last october.
every 18th is an emo part of the month for me.
got used to it.and i'll play the songs that remind me of you.
and i'll just tear. cause i know nothing will come back to me.
and i know its been months.but i still could remember everything vividly.
you are still my sweetest drug. and no one can change that.

thats all for today.

when you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you.


because you live, I live.
(do you still remember)