I swear i think today is unlike any other day.
Things are going a different direction.
Like laughing like Im on ecstasy.
Or maybe I am a drug addict.
Take a drug turn them into love.

PE lesson were fun.
Thanks to the game of Handball.
Great teamwork from my group.
And it irritates Zee till she hit me with the ball.

During amaths period.
Spent time with liyana.Walking around sch.
Next half of the period hang out with zee,sharifah and andrea.
Doing nothing except talking

And Zee had to slap my face real hard.
Or maybe the impact was hard cause i was shocked.
But she has no reason to.
Not a Valid one. She said cause i was being ego.
Slap me cause Im ego.(What the hell).

And said it to her face before i left was...
"Even my girlfriend never slap my face"
And I walked away.
I was pissed.Cause..grr forget it.
(Man im becoming more and more like puma)

After school,trading diaries are cool.
Laughing like im drugged by morphine.
Some facts are funny i must say.
Like a birthday wish of being treated with fame and cash.
Diaries are sweet when i think about it.

Another thing I have a sudden inspiration on poems.
I mean writing poem.
Seriously I never like poems. Never write one either.
Not until yesterday.

And writing poems make me realised that im not strong after all.
In the inside,Im soft-hearted,brittle and fragile.
On the outside is all a facade.
Look strong like nothing can bring me down.
But actually the inside sometimes incidents pinned me down.
Only my outside doesnt show it.

To Liyana:
Sorry for ditching you.
I seriously didnt see you in class just now.
I think i need a eye check.
And dont think to much.
It will make you more insecure.

To Fadilah:
Sometimes things dont go your way.
Parents are always protective.
Showing they care is by scolding.
Its indeed the hard way.But they are parents.
One day you will be like that.
No matter how much you dont want to be like that.

But now what matter is your health.
Since you have a slight fever.
Take a panadol and take a rest.
Panadol helps to prevent disturbance during your sleep.
And sleep is important
Cause you are going to need it.
O's on Monday.You got to be prepared
And well enough to take the paper.

Well thats it for today.

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